Make Yourself
They say there are two sides to every story. I say that everybody has a story. This is my story and as dictated by the cliché, I am in a constant battle with my internal identity paradigm. Some of you know me as Steven, to the rest I hide behind a guise of The Standout. [...]
Every vice has its price
Everyone has their vice. Some people have dependencies. A select few have addictions. I have an affliction of all three for the same poison. While you may chew your fingernails, smoke cigarettes, or freebase heroin, I am infatuated by the attention of women. I’ve always tried to justify my behavior by denouncing myself as a [...]
I know how I got here, I just don’t know why
I’m about to get serious here folks, so if you are looking for the classic Standout mental regurgitations of women, booze and debauchery check back another time. Today I want to talk about life. I spent yesterday morning in the hospital visiting an employee who recently was stricken with cancer and is fighting a battle [...]
Bulletproof
The journey of my current quest of personal development has rendered me bulletproof. Some call me arrogant, many call me cocky, few call me delusional but many can’t deny that I carry myself with a certain ambiance, an inflated sense of self worth that allows me to be impermeable to fear or any penetrating displays [...]
Chasing the dream
Follow my life in real time as I try to balance business, pleasure and passion. Names are changed to protect the innocent, stories are told G-rated to protect my mother from shame.
As Friday’s sun sets beyond the horizon I let out a brief sigh. My office wall is one giant window on the fourth [...]
